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Okay I’m sure a lot of you guys read my blog yesterday tellingou all how heart broken I am.  That pain is still there, but I decided today that I am not going to let it control me!  I did a workout this morning, put a smile on my face and began Thanksgiving preparations.  With my 6 year old off at school I turned on Christmas music and started cleaning the frige.  I don’t mean just getting rid of anything outdated, I tore it apart and scrubbed!  Oh not to mention the joy my 23 month old little boy brought when he started singing lalalalala!  It was SO cute!  I have the self-cleaning range doing it’s job and I even cleaned the drip pans!  I always do this before Thanksgiving and although it sounds crappy it makes me happy because it means the holiday is almost here.  Holidays are about so much more than food to me.  My family is full of love and I want to pass that down to my kids.  So today I’ve decided that my broken heart is not going to break me!  So I will continue my preparations with my music, and my adorable little ones.  I just can’t stay feeling like a train ran over my heart.  I’m letting go and letting God have my problems and mend my heart.  Happy Thanksgiving you guy!  Thanks so much for the support, it means SO much to me!